The Adventures of Matt

i love katie, its rizzle.

Current Location: Bordello
Current Music: Keller WIlliams - Trenchtown Rock

lets hope it happens tomorrow at 11, ok

what the hell is your problem,, you lock it up,

listen to your mother and dont do that

love her

do it and do it well you bastard

make money

listen to the right stuff

so you can prepare for next week









ha
i miss my electric guitar so i played it today


i miss katie cause she is doing homework
maybe ill get to see her later tonight.

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: From First To Last - Secrets Don't Make Friends

Things seem to be ok right now.

Katie and I are together and all is well on the home front.

there are some other aspects of my life that need sorting but ehn

work is going great, i love it

Current Mood: somber
Current Music: Midlake - Young Bride

i had a tough time last night, but it seems like the super glue isnt super glue, its like a polymer, cause one small drop didnt shatter the adhesive so yeah, thats a good thing

tony is supposed to visit today, thats cool, hope we get to tear up the town!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: MC Chris - Fuckin up my Christmas

on the morning side of things, i sleep well with warmth next to me, and i wake up to a smiling face, even if its my own in the mirrow, i think i might be a little happier now, plus i get to listen to music on the way to work today, sweeeeet.

why would someone post a comment on my page anonymously, thats lame, show you face evil doer, haha

just kidding, i dont care







i have gas





and its only 2.09 a gallon, holy hellfire!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Music: The Anniversary - The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter

well things seem to be going well
responsive and sweet, and nice and reciprocative, if thats a word
the other is being an ass
and the other is actually becoming something thats not crazy, which is good
job is going well
getting cameras back tomorrow
and getting paid i believe.


sweet

Current Location: The Bordello
Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: Thrice - The Melting Point of Wax

i have decided to keep my life to myself before i have any hard facts available.

this morning i looked in the mirror and realized that i am finally starting to look as haggard as i feel
this isnt good
so in an effort to rectify this, i shaved and got a haircut, but now i look like im back in high school
is it the weight that i dont have
is it the nievity in my voice
could it be the problems im facing
although the problems now are different then but when i think i cant defend my thoughts on life and love is real but im on guard and i cant feel

the difference is
i know too much
ive leaned mistakes
they broke my trust
this circle is warped
an egg shaped mess
a faulty shell
im second best

but things keep changing
and change is good
and im still painting
on fresh cut wood

so scribe a message
deep and clean
and ask myself
what does this mean

i dont care to know
i just want to go
back to the home
thats made of glass

its interesting all of this is.



i like yoda

so chapter 3 has begun, i can totally tell,
things are different now, but i beleive that i am more myself now
the spell should be pretty much broken.
its kinda like high school, i dont know anyone, i dont have anyone and i am freakishly skinny, haha
into the wild blue and gray to form blacks and blues on my heart and soul
heh,
so tomorrow should be the beginning of something great, i would assume